God, I Need You Now

I have this violent neighbor that everyone in the neighborhood tries to avoid.  Even though she lives next door and we leave our houses about the same time every morning, my miraculous timing is such that I usually miss her when I walk out front to my car.  Well, I was walking back from picking up my little bag of Chinese carry-out on a perfect evening this week, when she gets out of her car right in front of me!  She was on the phone, so she started gossiping about me and cackling to the person on the phone.  By the time I made it through the onslaught and into the house, I was feeling pretty shaken and like my front sidewalk is a violent place to be!  Before I could eat, I needed to clear the dark energy from my energy field.  So, I sat down in front of my little iPad connected to my new awesome speakers.  I prayed for support from my Guides.  I heard this song in my head that went something like, "God, I need you now." I remembered that i had heard the song on a Pandora Contemporary Christian station.  Before i clicked on the station, i thought, what are the odds that this song will come up.  I really need to hear it now.  So, i held my finger above the iPad a second and asked my Guides to show me that they are with me.  I clicked the station and up came the song, "I Need You Now", by Plumb.  I closed my eyes and opened my hands in front of the booming speakers as the words, "I wanna believe there's beauty here...God, please take this...I'm trying to hear that still small voice...I'm trying to hear above the noise...I walk through the shadows...please stay right beside me every single step I take...how many times have you given me strength...God, I need you now," flooded over me.  And then, in my miraculous moment, I lit my candles and enjoyed my hot Chinese dinner.  :)

The Breakup Prayer

Mother-Father God, please take this pain from my heart. Lift me beyond this sadness and suffering. I ask you to lay your healing hands over the wound in my chest. I breathe in this healing now. Take this pain from me. I release the one that i loved to the Universe now. I set him free to be with you, to continue on his journey without me. Keep him safe. Guide him. I let go.

As i close the door between us, I do not know what my life will look like now, without him. God, i give this to you now. I call on my Angels and Guides to gather around me, to prop me up, to give me strength. Thank you for how many times you have mended my heart. Thank you for how you endlessly care for me. Thank you for how you love me. Teach me that higher love.

Now as I face my future without the one that i loved, please guide me. Show me the way. Please keep me from building a layer around myself that keeps love out. I open my heart to you. I open my wings to be in love with life. I ask my Guides and Angels to weave for me a new life of love.

Please fill my empty heart with your healing light now. Please take this yearning for the one I have let go of from my throat and heart chakras. I need you, my Angels. I need you to fill me with peace and grace. Release me now from turmoil. I let go. I let go. I let go. I open. I breathe in your love for me.

I do not know how I will go on. I depend on you, my Guides, to carry me through this day, this night. I allow you to lift me up and support me. Help me to get back on my feet. Help me to feel happy again. Help me to feel like myself again.

Thank you for my friends. Thank you for my family. Thank you for my animal guides and my wonderful home filled with Angels and God's presence. I am not alone. I am supported. I am loved. My house is full of light. Amen.

A Prayer to Heal Sickness

Mother-Father God, please come to me. Please remove my worry so that i can feel your presence and allow you in to heal me. I give you all of my concerns now and i open to you instead of to fear. Like the sound of the Ocean surrounding me, i ask that you move your love toward me and around me, overtaking me with your peace. i let go and i give this situation to you.

Please take this sickness from me and heal my physical body. Please lift the suffering from me now. i ask my Guides and Angels to work with me, removing all sickness so that i may be well again. i give this low vibration of sickness to you now. i ask that you wrap a blanket of light around my shoulders to comfort and heal me. I ask my Angels to place their hands on my shoulders to encourage and heal me. i ask my Guides to touch my head to release all tension and to heal me. I ask to be cradled and rocked in the stillness of the Universe. Please saturate my body with the liquid light of your strength. Instill in me your life force that sustains me. Feed my soul light so that i may rise above this condition. I allow your light to sink into my skin. Please flood your light through my lymph system and my blood stream, clearing toxins and recharging each cell with vibrancy and health. Please bring this body back into alignment and balance.

Thank you for loving me. Thank you for holding me. Thank you for hearing my prayers. Thank you for the healing. Amen.